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Last year, I've been praying and hoping to have someone new in my life . A year later, you were new, and we met each other. Not as "more than friends", but a friendship that felt weirdly deep. Now, I never expected to feel this way towards you. Whenever I'm with you, I feel so comfortable and I feel like myself. We talk a lot and we enjoy each other's company the most in our class. When we're together, I feel as if we're good friends that met not too long ago. But when we're out there on our own,...Last year, I've been praying and hoping to have someone new in my life . A year later, you were new, and we met each other. Not as "more than friends", but a friendship that felt weirdly deep. Now, I never expected to feel this way towards you. Whenever I'm with you, I feel so comfortable and I feel like myself. We talk a lot and we enjoy each other's company the most in our class. When we're together, I feel as if we're good friends that met not too long ago. But when we're out there on our own, I can't help but think of you and look for you in every corner of the school. I don't know what I'm feeling, is this weird? Because I feel so confused.Read More

I’m in love with my bestfriend. I like him so SO much, and it sucks because he really likes one of my girlfriends and the feeling is mutual. It feels so shitty. It’s funny because the l day I was going to tell my girlfriend that I liked him, she beat me to it and told me first, and I always wonder what would have happened if I had told her first. But I never got to say my part because I could never do that to a friend. And it sucks because we’re all such close friends and I...I’m in love with my bestfriend. I like him so SO much, and it sucks because he really likes one of my girlfriends and the feeling is mutual. It feels so shitty. It’s funny because the l day I was going to tell my girlfriend that I liked him, she beat me to it and told me first, and I always wonder what would have happened if I had told her first. But I never got to say my part because I could never do that to a friend. And it sucks because we’re all such close friends and I see them practically everyday. It’s sucks to see them so close and so intimate. And what’s funny is that they’re not even technically in a “relationship”, it’s more of a situationship. It makes me so sad because I keep thinking of the what ifs. It’s been over a year and my feelings haven’t changed and it sucks not being able to tell someone because the only people I can tell are the ones I have to hide it from. Sometimes I think, what if I just say it, but I know I can’t because it would ruin everything and as much as I’m dying to tell him I would never want to lose him as my friend. It makes me want to cry. I genuinely want to move on, because I’m happy for them, but I’ve tried so hard and I just can’t. it would be easier to get over him if they actually just got together but because they don’t I have this odd hope that maybe it could be something in the future and I know it’s stupid but idk what to do. I hate it so much. I have never liked a guy this much and it just sucks that this is how it has to be. Read More

My partner is transitioning and I’m happy for them but I miss how they used to look. They’re so much happier but I feel resentful even though I know that’s not fair. I love them so much but I’m scared and I don’t know what to do.

I'm constantly on edge. I am always afraid that if I allow myself to be happy, to think about something unfamiliar, something bad will immediately happen. The universe will punish me. Even now, as I am writing this text, I am afraid that something bad will happen because of this. I don't know how to control it or what to do about it. I don't know what to do and it's interfering with my life. I'm just scared.

I want to meet my childhood friend by chance because I feel that I have feelings towards him after we stopped talking to each other when we were young

This honestly makes me feel kinda dumb because most of it is my fault and yet I still always feel sad about it at random times and I just want to talk about it to someone. Earlier this year, I was actually quite excited about my birthday as it would be my first one after meeting my best and closest friends. Now that being said, it was probably one of my worst birthdays yet. They had all forgotten. Just a few days prior I had told one of them of when my birthday was too and he had no clue....This honestly makes me feel kinda dumb because most of it is my fault and yet I still always feel sad about it at random times and I just want to talk about it to someone. Earlier this year, I was actually quite excited about my birthday as it would be my first one after meeting my best and closest friends. Now that being said, it was probably one of my worst birthdays yet. They had all forgotten. Just a few days prior I had told one of them of when my birthday was too and he had no clue. I had spoken to another one of my close friends on the day of birthday as he was getting ready to go to a party of some sort for school with some of my other close friends. I think what hit me was that during the call he had mentioned that it was someone else's birthday (I know her however I'm not exactly friends with her like he was). He wasn't that close to her. I could've easily told him "yeah it's my birthday too" and literally everything would have been fine but instead I kept my mouth shut and just said "oh cool" or something like that. Next, probably one of my closest friends. She usually writes everyone's birthdays down and I could have sworn that she wrote mine down last year when she had asked me but I could very well be mistaken. She didn't know either. It's dumb but I lowkey waited all day for her to message me a happy birthday because out of everyone, I was almost certain that she would have remembered. I waited even past the time I knew her phone would have shut off due to her strict parents but I decided that hey maybe she just had her phone taken from her. No. A few weeks later I went to the first friend I mentioned's house for his birthday along with the rest of my close friends. It was then that I had found out for sure that she had no clue. I could have told the truth. I had multiple opportunities especially as for the friend whose house we were at, when I gave him his gift, he wanted to know my birthday. I lied and said I didn't tell him when it was so he wouldn't buy me anything. I just don't want any of my friends to feel bad that they missed my birthday but at the same time I spent the whole day crying and turned to some unhealthy coping habits that no one knows. Every so often, I wonder if they'll remember next year. They might. But what if they don't? I dont exactly enjoy spending my birthday crying in my room and acting like nothing happened when my family sees me. I don't expect anyone to have read this morning for any of to have made much sense. I really just wanted to get this out of my system. If you did read it, I apologize if it doesn't make much sense as I really just rambled the whole time and never proof read itRead More

-Matagal ng wala, pero nababalikan ko parin sa isip ko yung drawing mong ginawa, tanda mo paba nung tayo pa, nag send ako ng picture ko na nag lalakad sa overpass tapos dali dali kang nag drawing sa cellphone mo nakasama ka para kahit na papano sa artwork mo manlang pakiramdam natin na nasa tabi natin yung isat isa, matagal ng wala pero hindi ko parin malimutan kung gaano ka natuwa nung natapos mo yung drawing mong napaka cute at sobrang ganda. Nakaka lungkot, matagal ng wala, matagal ng nabura, at matagal na din simula nung mag hiwalay tayo, pero...-Matagal ng wala, pero nababalikan ko parin sa isip ko yung drawing mong ginawa, tanda mo paba nung tayo pa, nag send ako ng picture ko na nag lalakad sa overpass tapos dali dali kang nag drawing sa cellphone mo nakasama ka para kahit na papano sa artwork mo manlang pakiramdam natin na nasa tabi natin yung isat isa, matagal ng wala pero hindi ko parin malimutan kung gaano ka natuwa nung natapos mo yung drawing mong napaka cute at sobrang ganda. Nakaka lungkot, matagal ng wala, matagal ng nabura, at matagal na din simula nung mag hiwalay tayo, pero lahat ng pinag samahan at bawat kulitan natin masaya ako kapag na aalala ko yun, marami akong na intindihan tungkol sa sarili ko, sa mundo at pakikipag relasyon nung nag hiwalay na tayo, marami akong na tutunan at nakaka lungkot isipin na kailangan pa natin mag hiwalay para lang ma realize ko lahat ng yon, pero nasa isip ko nalang na wala nang dapat pang sisihan puro pa sasalamat nalang, masaya ako para sayo Saiz ko... -pitoRead More

I was manipulative and cruel to someone who didn't deserve it, to the point that they severed contact with me. Everyone seems to think that I'm the wronged party, even when I tell them otherwise. I feel sick with myself. Getting as awful as I did crept up so gradually on me. I just want to take it all back. I don't even want to be friends anymore. Just wish I hadn't been so hurtful.

When I was 6 I watched a movie about a clown who ate basically only kids and could shapeshift into anyone I don’t remember the name of the movie but after I watched it I thought the clown shapeshifted into my mom and I was so scared of her so I wouldn’t go close to her bcuz I thought she was gonna eat me

I love Garret so much but I know it will never be

It's hard not to give up in times like these. I'm a total bum living of her parents money, no future and no aspirations. The only reason I'm still alive is because I couldnt ever leave behind my brother. I live only through my family's money and yet it's that same family that pushed me into this hole. There's a light on the horizon, someone trusted willing and able to help me, but am I even strong enough to overcome all this with what little strength I have left? When my only response to trying and not getting it perfect is the...It's hard not to give up in times like these. I'm a total bum living of her parents money, no future and no aspirations. The only reason I'm still alive is because I couldnt ever leave behind my brother. I live only through my family's money and yet it's that same family that pushed me into this hole. There's a light on the horizon, someone trusted willing and able to help me, but am I even strong enough to overcome all this with what little strength I have left? When my only response to trying and not getting it perfect is the violent urge to never try again, what am I supposed to do? I hate trying and failing and giving up after one try, because that's all my family ever did, try once and give up if it didn't fix itself, leaving me in the dust and ignoring the problem. I hope that this chance given to me won't prove to be the end of me. I hope I will learn to do more than simply survive on others tolerance of me.Read More

I'm sitting here wishing that I had made better decisions, and was more open with others about how I feel about them. As I get older, and my health is getting worse, I feel that I have missed so much time.

I feel guilty, but I hope it never changes-- I get paid $80,000 a year to basically watch YouTube and play on Discord all day. I live in constant fear of my bosses realizing that I don't contribute anything, but all of the needs of my job position are met. It's just that the position isn't really necessary.

I'm feeling really sad right now. My friends aren't listening to me, and I just feel kind of shut out. I want to be listened to, but nobody seems like they want to hear. So I just smile and hope nobody sees through me and how sad I really am.

I'm feeling bad right now. I have no one to talk to. I mean... I have a good friend, but for some reason I feel like I can't tell her or anyone else about my problems. Even though I have a friend, I feel so lonely. It's as if something has left me, and I don't know what it is. I'm so afraid of upcoming things in my life. Every time I go out, go to class or communicate with people, I feel weird. It's as if I'm bad at everything, worse than them. I feel embarrassed for no reason. I can't do anything...I'm feeling bad right now. I have no one to talk to. I mean... I have a good friend, but for some reason I feel like I can't tell her or anyone else about my problems. Even though I have a friend, I feel so lonely. It's as if something has left me, and I don't know what it is. I'm so afraid of upcoming things in my life. Every time I go out, go to class or communicate with people, I feel weird. It's as if I'm bad at everything, worse than them. I feel embarrassed for no reason. I can't do anything about it. I wish I could. I just wait for someone to come up to me and ask if I wanna be friends... I know I would never do that to someone because I'm afraid. I'm always friendly and kind, I try to do the right thing. But I'll never make the first move. I feel like I'll be rejected immediately, and I'll feel awkward and ashamed again. It's hard to deal with such feeling when it haunts you constantly. I think I just want to hear some advice. I'm so confused and don't know what to do with my life.Read More