It's hard not to give up in times like these.
I'm a total bum living of her parents money, no future and no aspirations. The only reason I'm still alive is because I couldnt ever leave behind my brother. I live only through my family's money and yet it's that same family that pushed me into this hole. There's a light on the horizon, someone trusted willing and able to help me, but am I even strong enough to overcome all this with what little strength I have left?
When my only response to trying and not getting it perfect is the violent urge to never try again, what am I supposed to do? I hate trying and failing and giving up after one try, because that's all my family ever did, try once and give up if it didn't fix itself, leaving me in the dust and ignoring the problem.
I hope that this chance given to me won't prove to be the end of me. I hope I will learn to do more than simply survive on others tolerance of me.
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