I'm feeling bad right now. I have no one to talk to. I mean... I have a good friend, but for some reason I feel like I can't tell her or anyone else about my problems.
Even though I have a friend, I feel so lonely. It's as if something has left me, and I don't know what it is.
I'm so afraid of upcoming things in my life.
Every time I go out, go to class or communicate with people, I feel weird. It's as if I'm bad at everything, worse than them. I feel embarrassed for no reason.
I can't do anything about it. I wish I could. I just wait for someone to come up to me and ask if I wanna be friends... I know I would never do that to someone because I'm afraid. I'm always friendly and kind, I try to do the right thing. But I'll never make the first move. I feel like I'll be rejected immediately, and I'll feel awkward and ashamed again. It's hard to deal with such feeling when it haunts you constantly.
I think I just want to hear some advice. I'm so confused and don't know what to do with my life.
I know how you feel. Things are tough. But even if things are difficult, think of something in the future you are looking forward to. Whether that is a job, a club, a new friend....Think of something awesome. Keep going forward, keep being you. Someone will appreciate you. I know that they will.
I completely agree with the last person to comment. Hang in there, and things will get better. Just keep being yourself, and look forward to your future.