I’m in love with my bestfriend. I like him so SO much, and it sucks because he really likes one of my girlfriends and the feeling is mutual. It feels so shitty. It’s funny because the l day I was going to tell my girlfriend that I liked him, she beat me to it and told me first, and I always wonder what would have happened if I had told her first. But I never got to say my part because I could never do that to a friend. And it sucks because we’re all such close friends and I see them practically everyday. It’s sucks to see them so close and so intimate. And what’s funny is that they’re not even technically in a “relationship”, it’s more of a situationship. It makes me so sad because I keep thinking of the what ifs. It’s been over a year and my feelings haven’t changed and it sucks not being able to tell someone because the only people I can tell are the ones I have to hide it from. Sometimes I think, what if I just say it, but I know I can’t because it would ruin everything and as much as I’m dying to tell him I would never want to lose him as my friend. It makes me want to cry. I genuinely want to move on, because I’m happy for them, but I’ve tried so hard and I just can’t. it would be easier to get over him if they actually just got together but because they don’t I have this odd hope that maybe it could be something in the future and I know it’s stupid but idk what to do. I hate it so much. I have never liked a guy this much and it just sucks that this is how it has to be.
Oh darling, guys are kind of trash. Best way to move on is to notice everything that would go wrong in ur life when u have him. Is it even worth ur time? someone that dosent even see you. you deserve better. out there is someone that will see you and only you.
Time for a threesome!