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One day I will be strong enough to leave

life is tough

I really dislike my exs ex. I'm glad he isn't with her anymore as he deserved better much much better than her, he was with me for a few months but we were quite different but still have friend love for each other and catch up often. He is a beautiful man, and I pray an angel comes along for him.

I'm really struggling through my life right now. I feel this deep, burning desire to change who I am. Like every moment is spent thinking about how much I wish I was someone else, but I don't even know what that someone else is or what they are. I feel like I am so lost on who I am as a person and that I'm not acting towards what I want myself and it's really causing me to struggle and become depressed. I want to be someone else so badly but I don't know what I want either. I just...I'm really struggling through my life right now. I feel this deep, burning desire to change who I am. Like every moment is spent thinking about how much I wish I was someone else, but I don't even know what that someone else is or what they are. I feel like I am so lost on who I am as a person and that I'm not acting towards what I want myself and it's really causing me to struggle and become depressed. I want to be someone else so badly but I don't know what I want either. I just wish I was different. Every time I think about being different and who I am I get incredibly emotional and start to tear up as if someone had just told me my dog died. It kills me being who I am and I don't know what to do and I need help. I know I need help but I don't know how to get it. I don't know what to do with my life and I feel like everything I'm doing and have been doing has been for other people and what I expect they expect from me. I feel like I have to be this social funny outwardly guy to all of my friends when really I'm pretty introverted and I don't enjoy getting out that often and become emotionally and mentally drained very fast. I feel like I need to be funny and make everyone happy and feel happy all the time and yet I am never ever doing it for myself or taking time to myself or anything like that and it's causing me to forget what and who I really am. I feel like I'm drowning in a 6 feet deep pool and while the ladder to get out is right beside me I'm cutting my arms off because at some point in my life someone said they liked when I did it before. I don't know. I don't know what to doRead More

Please pray to God through Jesus Christ, read the Bible and go to church or watch it online for better health, wealth, happiness, peace and love. Thank you

im gonna make it out alive

I'm not allowed to get an ube cupcake from buttercup bake shop now.

I genuinely don't know what I am doing with my life and I wonder how the heck some people already know at the ripe age of 16 what they want to do. All I worry about is trying to make through the day without wounding myself. Maybe I need something to believe in or what not. I have all these amazing things I want to do but if I can't achieve what I love then why continue at all..

I have been talking with this guy for a few weeks now, and I find it really fun. We talked, and talked, either chat or call, and we became comfortable with each other. But the problem is, I have a dilemma within me. It is like I am sabotaging what we have now. As this is my first time, I have this reaction of mine - that because it feels too good to be true, I don't want it; I shouldn't want it. I want to know him more, but at the same time, I don't want him to think that I...I have been talking with this guy for a few weeks now, and I find it really fun. We talked, and talked, either chat or call, and we became comfortable with each other. But the problem is, I have a dilemma within me. It is like I am sabotaging what we have now. As this is my first time, I have this reaction of mine - that because it feels too good to be true, I don't want it; I shouldn't want it. I want to know him more, but at the same time, I don't want him to think that I am interested in him. I have so much pride that I cannot even admit that I am interested in him; why is that? I hate myself for feeling like this; actually, I hate myself for being the way I am. I have been hating myself for a lot of years because of my reactions, my feelings, and me being me. I have been thinking whether I should open myself to him more so that he can also do the same, or let go of what we have now because I feel like I will only make things worse in the future. I have a lot in my mind lately that I have deactivated my social media accounts where he can contact me. I need to thoroughly think about things, but my thoughts are just all over the place that I do not even know where to start.Read More

I fell in love with a guy 10 years younger than me... knowing full well we were on different levels of emotional maturity and full of red flags. I gave him a lot of opportunities... hoping on potential... rather than being realistic and accepting with who he is now.

I don't post online I just talk to myself at night and have a few drinks but I think I'm starting to get the courage. I've been reading people's confessions the last few days, maybe tomorrow night I'll have the courage to share my own.

I LIKE YOU JAMES AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW

Please pray to God through Jesus Christ, read the Bible and go to church or watch it online for better health, wealth, happiness, peace and love. Thank you

I act like I don't, but I have issues with feeling really jealous of other people. I hate it, especially because the jealousy just makes me hate myself more

I want to be the center of attention. I know I'm a spoiled self centered brat but goddamn it I want to be the protagonist for once. I feel like I relegate myself to being the supportive friend and I want to be more than that