I feel it's all getting to be too much for me. I hate to disappoint people but the fear of doing that makes that I become indecisive and then end up disappointing people. I feel like I'm juggling with too many balls, all the time. I don't know how much longer I can go on.
Honestly I’m too much of a coward to reach back out after I left without saying much back in 2023, but I will always admire your optimism, your tenacity, your smile – your eagerness to help/please others. I have doubts that you even think of me at all or care, really, as you are not one to lament or dwell on the past, and I wish I could be like that, too. I wonder how things would have been had we met under different circumstances (earlier maybe? before we both had ties to others and, in your case, kids)....Honestly I’m too much of a coward to reach back out after I left without saying much back in 2023, but I will always admire your optimism, your tenacity, your smile – your eagerness to help/please others. I have doubts that you even think of me at all or care, really, as you are not one to lament or dwell on the past, and I wish I could be like that, too. I wonder how things would have been had we met under different circumstances (earlier maybe? before we both had ties to others and, in your case, kids). Then again, I am well aware that’s probably not possible due to observances/tradition. I probably read it wrong and perhaps you didn’t feel the same. Heck, I didn’t even recognize I had romantic feelings for you until I was long gone (and I finally worked up the nerve to read the last email I got from you, nearly a year later). I shoved everything else aside for work (and the mountain of things that always needed to be done), so I never even thought of you as anything else but my boss back then. I never forgot the day we had a meeting over lunch and you exclaimed “you’ll be so proud of me!” as you pulled out a pen & paper explaining that you’d take notes on what I had to tell you this time. That big smile on your face and your eyes all lit up - not only did I chuckle (on the inside), but I think your kindness and good heart really shone through to me that day, on a profound and personal level, even with all the chaos going on during that time. At least, its what I recall about you most, in hindsight. Sometimes I want to reach out and tell you these things, just to get it off my chest once and for all, and to ask out if curiosity if there was any romantic feelings you had for me back then. I'm aloof, and not always the best at reading these situations. Then I also recall wanting to reach out, with the way things became toward the end of that year - I worried for your safety and those you cared for/knew, too. It was hard reading the news during that time. But again I couldn't bring myself to do so. Anyway, I don't have much more I'd like to share here, but please take good care of yourself/family/friends etc, as I know you will, and know that you will always be missed and adored, even if the feeling is not mutual, you are someone I will never forget.
2 guys I am friends with have a crush on me, I can't decide who to choose at the time because I'm so scared of making choices(yes I know I'm weak) (and they know each other).
So A, after seeing me being this indecisive, said he would stop pursuing me, but not long after that I kissed the other guy(B) and had a relationship with B secretly without telling our common friends until now. B is really kind and he is so gentle, I cherish him very much, but sometimes I still think about what if I choose A in...2 guys I am friends with have a crush on me, I can't decide who to choose at the time because I'm so scared of making choices(yes I know I'm weak) (and they know each other).
So A, after seeing me being this indecisive, said he would stop pursuing me, but not long after that I kissed the other guy(B) and had a relationship with B secretly without telling our common friends until now. B is really kind and he is so gentle, I cherish him very much, but sometimes I still think about what if I choose A in the first place?
I sometimes feel guilty because of thinking about A, but deep down I know that A (probably) won't tolerate my stupid ass like B did.
Sorry A, thanks for all the memories, I'm so happy to be able to talk with someone who has the same interests as me. We don't talk anymore and I sincerely wish all the best for you.
I miss my ex. We spent 6 years together and he broke up with me over the most insignificant thing. I pretend I’m fine, but I’m screaming for him to come back to me. I miss his voice, the way he talked about his interests, everything about him. I still love him.
I have the man of my dreams. I love him very much. We've been together 6 months.. but I can't stop missing my ex and I feel awful about it. My ex was abusive and assaulted me and cheated on me.. I wish I could just forget him. But the trauma bond is strong. I sometimes feel like I should leave my partner although his perfect.. I feel as if I'm being dishonest or disloyal by missing my ex. I would never go back to my ex and don't engage with him.. however.. I can't shake this feeling.
Please pray to God through Jesus Christ, read the Bible and go to church or watch it online for better health, wealth, happiness, peace and love. Thank you
its me the 20 year old from the other confession. I hope you all have been well. My first subject literature was alright. Tommorow i have a maths exam i hope eveyrthing goes well
I like him a lot. I asked for his number and to go out for coffee but he said he is focusing on God right
Now which is great because that’s what I want in a man but I really want to get to know him . I don’t know what to do