I'm 40 and then some. My family (mom, dad, brother, stepdad + stepsisters) all talk badly about me behind my back. I don't feel like I'm worth having any friends yet the lonliness and isolation is hard to deal with.
i don’t want to be with you anymore because you hurt me and i’m tired
I hold a lot of resentment towards my mother for letting me and my brother grow up in a hoarder house, but I can’t talk about it to anyone because if people found out about the neglect I went through it would ruin her life and I love her too much to do that to her.
Please pray to God through Jesus Christ, read the Bible and go to church or watch it online for better health, wealth, happiness, peace and love. Thank you
I’m so scared of being taken by ICE in this country!!!! I have my papers but they dont care!!!! I just want to live and I want my loved ones to be safe but we’re veering into such unprecedented times way too fast and I barely even got to start my life. I’m so exhausted and scared and its sapping all the enjoyment from everything I try to do. Living in this country is like a physical manifestation of misery looming over me with a pointed finger
Man I love that girl. Okay I'm a high school student, I'm taking science. I'm in section A okay and there in section B there's a really sweet girl whom I admire so much. She's short, small and cute, not to mention she's the captain of the class. Well I'm also short, a 5' approx, but she's even shorter, I like her, everything about her, her hair, her smile, her eyes, her voice and her personality. She's so calm and sweet, reminds me of Hinata, only if I could be like Naruto. She often comes to the library to read,...
Whenever I get thoughts I don't enjoy having, i.e. lustful or suicidal, I immediately internally scream WAAAARRRR inside my head and imagine cool helicopters flying and blowing shit up and armies of soldiers marching and cool big firefights with cool nu-metal and rock to distract me from the bad thoughts. It works Not autistic, btw
I wake up with no one in the room besides myself, how could I get used to the empty shelf? the shelf that belongs to my sister.
I wish you could send me a message. I wish I can see you. It’s been ages since we haven’t met. I wish you remember me every time you see the small things we always talked about. I’m sorry if I don’t reach out first like I used to. But I can’t do that all the time when a conversation goes both ways. I’ll always be here if you wanted to talk.I’ll always be there for you. I know you still feel lonely sometimes but I’m sure you got the hang of it. I’m so proud of the version...
I'm so sorry. I'm looking back on what we had and I absolutely shouldn't have lashed out at you through messages. I wish I could have been more understanding about how busy you were and not take it personally. I honestly also felt played by you because you went back and forth from being charming to distant. You've blocked me and I'll never get the chance to make things right and give you the acknowledgement you deserve. Or take back those hurtful words. What happened to me? Why did I become so bitter and unable to give a man some...
I miss my family
I was so unbelieveably in love with you, R. You knew. I know you did. It was obvious. And yet you played with my heart while you were with him. You're not a good person. But, against my better judgement, I still miss you.
lowkey think my internet partner lied abt their age and im feeling gross now
I'm a shit father. I look back on how much I missed with my kids because of being gone so much when I was in the Army. I hate myself so much and it will forever haunt me till the day I die.
I like Kia to heartbeat sounds because it calms me down and mainly female. It’s something I never told anyone in my life it makes me feel like I’m a freak but the sound puts me in peace