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i've been a horrible friend my whole life. downright mean girl for all of pre and middle school, told my friend who told me her mom was depressed because she had miscarriages and that she was cutting that she was lying(implied it, which is not much better), currently living a lie and have been horrible to every person in my life. i feel irredeemable and to a point, i am. i can only be better moving forward but the lie i live in today feel boulders. i can't afford to hurt another deeply wonderful person. this comes from a place...i've been a horrible friend my whole life. downright mean girl for all of pre and middle school, told my friend who told me her mom was depressed because she had miscarriages and that she was cutting that she was lying(implied it, which is not much better), currently living a lie and have been horrible to every person in my life. i feel irredeemable and to a point, i am. i can only be better moving forward but the lie i live in today feel boulders. i can't afford to hurt another deeply wonderful person. this comes from a place of selfishness, i can't carry any more guilt. i am too terrible to confess.Read More

i repeated the year on purpose just to be in the same private school as my ex… and now I regret it ( he doesnt even love me but i'm obssesd with him )

He's just down right gorgeous and so talented, we share interests together and we always talk about them in depth, I don't know but I feel like I'm down bad for him. He's just so amazing I can't help it but I could never confess my feelings or even tell our friends

Right I'm saying this so I can sleep at night, for like a year I had two twitter accounts were I pretended to be two different people who were dating. I befriended a few people and had group chats with them and whatever until they were like "Hey these photos are from Pinterest these ain't you ho" and I shit myself and made up some stupid story then deleted the accounts. I have NO idea what possessed me to pretend I was a dude when I'm a girl and I feel so bad about it but I'm too scared to...Right I'm saying this so I can sleep at night, for like a year I had two twitter accounts were I pretended to be two different people who were dating. I befriended a few people and had group chats with them and whatever until they were like "Hey these photos are from Pinterest these ain't you ho" and I shit myself and made up some stupid story then deleted the accounts. I have NO idea what possessed me to pretend I was a dude when I'm a girl and I feel so bad about it but I'm too scared to redownload twitter and tell them thatRead More

I hate it when people who have friends say, "I have no friends.." YES YOU DO. It's always people feeling bad for teenagers who FEEL like they don't have friends until it's a teen like me who ACTUALLY doesn't have friends. Of course you're still valid if you just feel like you don't have Friends. But you'll never know what it feels like to actually not have friends. To not have anyone who would call you a friend and genuinely not even know anyone. "Just go make friends." That's is easier said than done. It's not easy to just make...I hate it when people who have friends say, "I have no friends.." YES YOU DO. It's always people feeling bad for teenagers who FEEL like they don't have friends until it's a teen like me who ACTUALLY doesn't have friends. Of course you're still valid if you just feel like you don't have Friends. But you'll never know what it feels like to actually not have friends. To not have anyone who would call you a friend and genuinely not even know anyone. "Just go make friends." That's is easier said than done. It's not easy to just make friends especially if you are homeschooled. Even joining other activities, it's hard to make friends because everyone already knows each other and it's easy for them to blend in with people and make new friends. When you've grown uo being around people your whole life, it's east to make friends and fit in. But when you haven't, it's not that easy. Your summer is spent never doing anything, not even being able to talk and get along with your cousins during a family function, always staying in your house and doing nothing fun all summer like most people. You feel like you should be doing more with your life because you're already in your teen years and everyone your age is going to parties and hanging out with friends, but you simply don't have anyone to hang out with other than your parents. It's not that's it's embarrassing to hang out with them, you just want someone your age who will actually understand you and understand your jokes. When you're hanging out with your parents, they'll always remind you that they're still your parent and your the child if they get angry with you or if you mess up too bad. If you are lucky enough to have friends, invite them to go somewhere instead of waiting on them to invite you and complaining about "not having any".Read More

TLC’s Virgins makes me feel better about myself.

I had my testicles and scrotum surgically removed. I've struggled with dealing with the side effects.

I’m a failed artist. Yes, I graduated art school with perfect grades. But what I can do is not good enough for me. I barely draw anymore. My dream was to make some piece of media that stuck with people. I get attached to indie game characters, specifically non-human ones. I wish I was that character, or at least the one who made them.

Few things are as enjoyable than a nice poop in your own home :)

I wish it was acceptable to just go up to the guy who I’m attracted to at work and ask for him to go out with me and/or kiss me.

Not- anything juicy, just a small vent. I bought my tv, a 37 in, several years ago. It's basic, not a smart tv, but it's mine and I bought it new when I was getting set up on my own. I've had a few different friends come by that made comments about it being too small, how I needed a bigger one. Not offering to buy or give me one, just saying I needed one. One asked on several occasions if I'd gotten a bigger one yet. Tbh, their comments hurt my feelings and I felt they were rude....Not- anything juicy, just a small vent. I bought my tv, a 37 in, several years ago. It's basic, not a smart tv, but it's mine and I bought it new when I was getting set up on my own. I've had a few different friends come by that made comments about it being too small, how I needed a bigger one. Not offering to buy or give me one, just saying I needed one. One asked on several occasions if I'd gotten a bigger one yet. Tbh, their comments hurt my feelings and I felt they were rude. I would never go into someone's home and make such comments. Read More

I keep myself up at night because I simply don't want to think. I'm currently coming to terms with the fact that my life will not in fact be a smooth road that I can plan out step by step ahead of time, and it's absolutely destroying me. It's 4:30AM where I am and I'm so exhausted, but I know if I try to go to sleep, my brain will keep me up with those thoughts and it'll send me spiraling, so I've stayed up to prevent any of those thoughts from resurfacing

I feel heavy, anxious, sad, depressed, silent where i used to be a happy and active and extroverted.

i really wish i had a car. Im tired of depending on other people for rides

I tried to do something about my depression. I tried to talk to you.