I wish you would talk to me P, i know it’s been a long time but i really want to explain myself and make it up to you. I miss you more than i thought i would, and, certainly, more than i should.
I really love my boyfriend and I'm in a healthy, stable relationship, but sometimes I think about a boy that used to like me (who I was also attracted to, but I never told him). We don't talk anymore, but sometimes I think about what we could have been. That boy was really into me (and i was really into hin) so i always thought it was a shame he decided to cut ties when he moved out because of a misundestanding . It was the right decision though, he did what was best for him and i hope he’s...
There’s a chance you’ll never see this K. But I will always think it’s my fault I broke you and Z up. I should’ve never went to the gym that day. I should’ve never even went to your house that day. I regret that. Because if I didn’t you’d be in a happy relationship still and you wouldn’t be so sad. I know we are just friends now but I miss you. I miss seeing you, I miss our late night ft, I miss hanging out and seeing you laugh. I miss the sweet boy I fell in love with....
I'm sitting here writing, while my wife is in the next room watching TV. A part of me feels like I'm doing something wrong keeping this to myself, but I thought that being able to share my thoughts with others may help with my mental health. She has a FB account and uses messenger to talk with her friends and family in private. So is what I'm doing here justified? We have been married for over 40 years and I feel that we have drifted apart and no longer close or communicate as we did years ago.
I often hate myself for being asexual (sex-repulsed) because I see sex as just a 'bad thing' people do. I have tried to change my mind on the topic somehow, but no matter what I do, I can't understand it. For me, it's just disgusting, and it makes me feel like I've been built wrongly. I'm scared of my future relationships. Being ace is really great, but this for some reason bothers me more than I'd like to admit.
I confess that I actually am cishet. But I love surveys and I really wanna support the work that the Gender Census does as they do a lot of work to track the pronouns and preferences of people that do not fit into the gender binary. So I took the census even though I shouldn’t. If someone that actually meets the category can do it to drown out my submission that would be great.
I feel pretty but society doesn't see me as pretty as i think i am. its a weird feeling 😭. I feel as though im over confident. but its confusing because sometimes my friends compliment me and other times they say im chopped. why is beauty so confusing?
Almost four years on, I still look at her profile. Why? It makes me feel nothing but anger and hurt and confusion. I wish I'd never met her at all. It hurts that much. I want her to leave my heart but for some damn reason I keep dragging her back in only to feel the agony. This makes no sense.
The only reason I haven't relapsed self harm is because I don't have any energy any more to do it
As a 62 year old male, I feel like I'm not being seen or heard at home anymore. Married for over 40 years, but the past 6 years there has been no intimacy between us. I get very sad and wonder what went wrong, or is this just normal life. I have just been looking for an outlet for my thoughts and looking for answers.
I fucked up and lost all of my friends and my partner of four years, and it’s only been a day since the incident but I miss them all so much that it’s already driving me crazy. I forgot how quiet my life was without them. And I want to earn their trust back. But I don’t know if they’ll ever unblock me and give me that chance. And I’m scared that they’ll never forgive me.
Please pray to God, read the Bible and go to church or watch it online for better health, wealth, happiness, peace and love. Thank you
I'm almost 40 and I still think about the pink and purple gel pens I left in my clarinet case when I returned it at the end of 6th grade 😔
I wish someone out there would find me pretty enough to love. No matter what I do, no matter how much I try to be prettier, all those attempts makes me feel like a pig with a lipstick on. People my age already had their shares of romance, some dating, some having exes, some flirting with someone...And then there's me. I never thought I would come to this, but I crave to be loved, to find someone who would find me pretty, someone who won't pretend just so they could make me happy. Someone who would trully love me all...
My mental health has been spiralling downwards for the last 4 years, and I finally vocalised it to my parents since it's been so horrible for me, and have started to get the help I need. I also recently had some medical problems, including extremely low iron levels that almost put me in the emergency room. My parents are convinced that my mental health issues are just due to my iron levels. It feels like they are dismissing my feelings. It also feels like they're against my new therapist, simply because our meetings are confidential?? I seriously think that once...