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Made fried halloumi to try and I made the mistake of telling my bf it was goat cheese.. he went from being so excited and thankful, literally saying "you have great ideas! I love you!" to cussing me out and saying my entire supper "with the goat shit" was going to "give him the shits all night" so I just took the bowl of cheese and ate it all even though I'm supposed to be on a diet 🖕lol fuck him it was delicious

Мне долгое время нравится один парень. Мы общаемся с детства, ходим в одну секцию, но не являемся друзьями. Я бы хотела признаться, но очень боюсь стать отвергнутой. Также, я иногда переживаю, что если он узнает меня чуть лучше, то разочаруется во мне.. Вобщем, извините.

If only the guy in my dreams turns out to be real and he truly loves me for who I am. I'm tired of looking at my friends having someone taking interests in them, but not me. It's just unfair, you know?

My father called me a whore… im a virgin but I feel like my world is shaken and I could never forgive him

I hope someone could love me, not family nor friends.. But someone out there I may not know.. Someone who loves me genuinely ...

I think, I put my walls too high that I couldn't even interact with anyone anymore.. I hate it...but I need to for protection

I used to carry someone through school. I helped with modules, reports, slides, and emotional messes — everything. And the moment I stopped being useful, She switched up on me. She had everything handed to her — money, comfort, no real worries — and still tried to take from the one person who was struggling to survive school, family illness, and my own burnout. I was left with $5 in my bank account And she still asked me for money. To send to someone I’ve never heard of. That’s when I realised: Some people never learned how to love, They only learned how to use. I outgrew her. And that hurt her ego more than...I used to carry someone through school. I helped with modules, reports, slides, and emotional messes — everything. And the moment I stopped being useful, She switched up on me. She had everything handed to her — money, comfort, no real worries — and still tried to take from the one person who was struggling to survive school, family illness, and my own burnout. I was left with $5 in my bank account And she still asked me for money. To send to someone I’ve never heard of. That’s when I realised: Some people never learned how to love, They only learned how to use. I outgrew her. And that hurt her ego more than anything. I’m tired of being the strong one. Tired of giving my best to people who only take. But I finally chose myself. If you’re reading this: Stop letting people drain you dry just because you have a good heart. Some friendships are not friendships — They’re parasites wearing a smile. Read More

I miss you I'm sorry for leaving you I'm sorry for leaving to chase my dream I miss you everyday please come to me and visit me to fill the void left in my soul I'm sorry for not staying it would have destroyed me please come back to me I miss you everyday I'm sorry for being selfish

I kinda lost myself in life in recent times, I forced a relationship that I knew it wasnt right for me and then it ended with breakup obviously, I was forcing it because I was afraid of being alone and that nobody will ever love me since I got asthma.. I did good things after breakup I dedicated this whole time only for myself to discover myself and work on my mindset, and I been progressing a lot Im so proud on me, I stopped chasing people or forcing connections, I let the life flow naturally. Only thing I am...I kinda lost myself in life in recent times, I forced a relationship that I knew it wasnt right for me and then it ended with breakup obviously, I was forcing it because I was afraid of being alone and that nobody will ever love me since I got asthma.. I did good things after breakup I dedicated this whole time only for myself to discover myself and work on my mindset, and I been progressing a lot Im so proud on me, I stopped chasing people or forcing connections, I let the life flow naturally. Only thing I am missing is doing the action , doing things that I want to such as going to learn French language , going to dancing lessons, opening myself to meeting new people, those 3 things is what I crave for but I still didnt do anything about that. At times I feel lonely , most of my friends moved to different cities or got married, I was feeling bit jelous at times but later I realized life would be boring if we all had same destiny and same timing, so I know God will let amazing woman enter my life and me getting married at the right time so I stopped overthinking about that topic. There are still good and bad days in my life but I am trying to keep a positive mindset, and now I am finally asking myself the right questions and having a different perspective on life situations, and I am feeling lighter than ever. Biggest lesson I learned is love firstly and mostly comes from inside myself. Meditations help me and in all of them God tells me just to be myself 101% and that right people will resonate with me. And thats what I am going to do from now on. No chasing , no forcing.. just me being me. I locked in during period of individuation which was helpful but now its time for me to be open to the world.Read More

I deleted everything for her. I would do anything for her.

My boyfriend broke up with me, and I realize that I don't remember anything about the relationship. I thought that everything was a blur and dream-like with him because "I was in love" but now that it's over I realized I've been dissociating this whole time because I don't feel secure or safe with him. He threatened to break up with me during every disagreement, screamed at me and said that he was forced to yell because my actions made him, everything was my fault and I don't know why but if I asked he would get mad and say,...My boyfriend broke up with me, and I realize that I don't remember anything about the relationship. I thought that everything was a blur and dream-like with him because "I was in love" but now that it's over I realized I've been dissociating this whole time because I don't feel secure or safe with him. He threatened to break up with me during every disagreement, screamed at me and said that he was forced to yell because my actions made him, everything was my fault and I don't know why but if I asked he would get mad and say, "you should just know." I woke up two days in a row and my first thought was, "I'm glad it's finally over."Read More

I’m currently dealing with the breakup from the love of my life. The breakup was terrible and it completely broke me. I went to a therapist, and she noticed that I wasn’t showing signs of grief, but of trauma. It turns out I have Complex PTSD from childhood abuse, and meeting my ex puts me into trauma loops. Because of that, I have to avoid him completely — but I can’t tell him, because it would hurt him. I also can’t tell anyone, not my family or my friends (who are also his friends), because it would... I’m currently dealing with the breakup from the love of my life. The breakup was terrible and it completely broke me. I went to a therapist, and she noticed that I wasn’t showing signs of grief, but of trauma. It turns out I have Complex PTSD from childhood abuse, and meeting my ex puts me into trauma loops. Because of that, I have to avoid him completely — but I can’t tell him, because it would hurt him. I also can’t tell anyone, not my family or my friends (who are also his friends), because it would hurt them too.Read More

We're both 16 yrs old at that time. And now, 2 years have passed, we promised each other secrets even on the future that we'll be together for the rest of our lives. We even broke our parents rules just to have time for each other. I always make the effort to talk to you although you were the one who liked me first. You fell first but I fell harder, but after our school year ended you told me that we should stop talking cause that's what's better for us and for our future. And now. Why are you...We're both 16 yrs old at that time. And now, 2 years have passed, we promised each other secrets even on the future that we'll be together for the rest of our lives. We even broke our parents rules just to have time for each other. I always make the effort to talk to you although you were the one who liked me first. You fell first but I fell harder, but after our school year ended you told me that we should stop talking cause that's what's better for us and for our future. And now. Why are you talking with another girl?? What a God's plan to "accidentally" you two were going into a date. She was so into you that you've forgotten who've touched you lips, made you felt special, I were your best supporter. I'd sacrifice everything for you. And now, I'm struggling here from your actions. I still wanna be with you. You're charm and manipulation made me feel so stupid. should've seen the signs. Now, I just want to forget you even though we're on the same school. revenge was creeping into me but I won't. I don't deserve to get my time be wasted again just for a guy like you. I hope I move on soon, guide me dear Lord.Read More

i'm not over the guy i thought i was over. and i feel like i'll never move on. i told myself i would be fine, but every time we speak again, i crumble.

I find it hard to watch or absorb any sort of fictional media because I get legitimately jealous that those things can't happen in real life, sometimes to the point where I genlt angry or depressed. It feels like some kind of cruel prank by God to make our lives so mundane, but to still give us the ability to imagine something infinitely better. I know it sounds pathetic, but I just can't stop myself from thinking like this for some reason.