i'm not over the guy i thought i was over. and i feel like i'll never move on. i told myself i would be fine, but every time we speak again, i crumble.
I find it hard to watch or absorb any sort of fictional media because I get legitimately jealous that those things can't happen in real life, sometimes to the point where I genlt angry or depressed. It feels like some kind of cruel prank by God to make our lives so mundane, but to still give us the ability to imagine something infinitely better. I know it sounds pathetic, but I just can't stop myself from thinking like this for some reason.
I keep my heart warm for you, in the hopes you’ll come back some day. I keep it soft and silky so that if you do come back it’s gentler to you. I dream of you every night when I sleep, but even if you don’t come back I will keep on warm for myself.
im 20 yo girl, i become lonely because i have acnes since i was kid
I like my fat cat. I named her KIKI the fato
I have such a hard time thinking anyone could ever like me. I feel so stupid and genuenly left behind, I don’t feel pretty, smart or anything along those lines. My best friend likes to make jokes like “are you stupid” and stuff like that and she’s really my only friend and even though it’s a joke it makes me feel so hurt for no reason because my confidence is so shit. I’m chatty and love people and it genuenly hurts when i feel like noone actually likes me and i’m just there. The fact that i’m 17 and still...
Hello i am X, i found out the person i loved for a 4 seasons was emotionally cheating on me with different people while i was helping them build life now he left to Germany for his higher studies i dont know i feel broken and there is a void in my heart because i love him with all my heart even though i know he betrayed and did everything that broke me into pieces and the way he never changed the pattern was clear i was blinded by his manipulation the chaos. I know my love should end but...
hii ^^ so, na-read ko na po yung letter na pinabigay mo sa’kin. tbh, I’ve read it more than a few times na, like seriously, mga three or four times siguro 😭 kasi every time I read it, I end up smiling again and sinabihan pa nga ako ni ate na nababaliw na daw ako. I really appreciate it a lot, as in sobra. you actually took the time and effort to write everything down, and that means so much to me. kinikilig ako habang binabasa 'yon kasi... secret :p habang binabasa ko siya, I could really feel your sincerity. parang every...
hii ^^ so, na-read ko na po yung letter na pinabigay mo sa’kin. tbh, i’ve read it more than a few times na, like seriously, mga three or four times siguro 😭 kasi every time i read it, i end up smiling again and sinabihan pa nga ako ni ate na nababaliw na daw ako. i really appreciate it a lot, as in sobra. you actually took the time and effort to write everything down, and that means so much to me. hindi mo lang alam kung gaano ako kinilig and na-touch sa bawat line ng sinulat mo. habang binabasa ko siya,...
hii ^^ So, na read ko na po yung letter na pinabigay mo sa'kin. tbh, I've read it a few times, and I really appreciate it a lot kasi you put your effort into it, and nakangiti po ako habang binabasa 'yon kasi like duh it's my first time receiving a letter from someone who genuinely like me kaya... most letter I've received galing sa friends ko, birthday letter or whatever. I really really appreciate it very very much. and to answer your question, YES. I do want you to be my personal assistant, kasi yan yung tanong mo eh hahaha,...
I thought I was over him but it turns out I wasn't. I still love him. Every guy I talk to now is js weird and I always go back to thinking Abt him. No I'll never talk to him or reach out. But I feel as I'll always love him from afar. I liked him so much it was crazy because I never like a guy so much before. I hope one day u see this. P.S I miss u a lot froggy
I have been shopping impulsively lately. It's my defense mechanism to forget or divert my attention from my sadness and loneliness. knowing this.. I have no desire to mingle and get close to people. I'd rather be alone and waste my money on frivolous things. I feel that my thinking is wrong but I really don't have the desire to be with people.. 🙃
The phrase "I love you" was rendered meaningless after it started being used as a way of gratitude
everyone always forgets about me. my one 'friend' forgot my birthday and then blamed me for it while my other friend makes plans with me and then doesnt show up. tonight i waited 8 hours like a dog for her to show up. no one ever asks how my day is going. no one every really listens to me when i speak. i could say something 10x and as soon as someone else says it they get acknowledged. i am so sad all of the time i just want someone to listen to me and not forget about me
Recently I’ve began reliving my childhood. My father used to stand my younger sibling next to me in front of company or friends while out and about and make her tell everyone they were better than me. They were also instructed to say they should have been born first because I wasn’t fit to be the older sibling. The younger sibling was little and apologized profusely, but my father thought it was hilarious to torture me this way constantly. I was told it was normal, and I should just accept this as love. I went on to be in strings...