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Jfc. You fell asleep mid sentence. When you woke up you asked me if I wanted to go to the bar with you. I asked about finishing our conversation and got yelled at. Why am I here? After 15 years, you treat me like a prisoner

I've been SH'ing since I was 13. And I'm 21 now. It's this thing I come back to every time I feel bad. And now I've managed to go 12 weeks without. But holy shit, I'm itching to just... relapse. And it's not like I'm actively trying to quit. Quite the opposite really. I don't want to quit. Like at all. I don't see the point in it. I mean it's not doing any damage, except scars, so why bother. And it helps sorta(?) So... but rah- it's so annoying to have to deal with blood stains everywhere, so that's...I've been SH'ing since I was 13. And I'm 21 now. It's this thing I come back to every time I feel bad. And now I've managed to go 12 weeks without. But holy shit, I'm itching to just... relapse. And it's not like I'm actively trying to quit. Quite the opposite really. I don't want to quit. Like at all. I don't see the point in it. I mean it's not doing any damage, except scars, so why bother. And it helps sorta(?) So... but rah- it's so annoying to have to deal with blood stains everywhere, so that's why I'm trying to not do it as much as I used to, but it's so annoying- and I'm starting to think some bloodstains might be worth it if this agitated feeling goes away. Okay that's all lolRead More

My sis just hit me with her bag of books

You're just not good at anything. Seriously what can you do? You hate the job you say is your dream, and you have no talent, training, or skills in anything else. You got fired for being a bad employee. You're terrible at work. And I'm sick of pretending you aren't

I'm the sole income provider. I do most of the housework. I oversee our finances and our schedules. You couldn't even figure out how to make plans with your dad. I'm sending you job postings not to enable your incompetence but so you can see how easy it is to find job postings.

Every day I grow a little stronger in my resolve to leave my husband. It takes 7 tries to leave an abuser. I think I've had 4 plans to leave. This treatment will end. He's killing me.

im slowly getting over him, but hes still there, hes literally just there and he seemed to be waiting for something to be his again that never actually was his. he seemed to be waiting for the time to give him one more chance and im slowly turning all of my good thoughts of him to disliking almos everything that he does. were both in the same class.

Dear Jennifer, I’ve admired you from afar for a while now, and I just wanted to let you know. There’s something about the way you smile and treat others that makes everything around you brighter. You have a kindness and authenticity that’s rare, and I can’t help but admire that. I don’t know if we’ll ever get the chance to truly connect, but I wanted to tell you how much I respect and admire you. I hope you continue being the amazing person you are. Take care, [grade 11,tawitawi]

I am 38 and single. Fell in love with my best friend from high school, we dated for 18 years. Unfortunately he was a Muslim, though from a well educated and rich family, none of our parents approved of our relationship. We waited a long time to convince them, could not. So we parted ways. While I moved away to another Country and decided to stay single, he got married 3 years ago due to family pressure. I wish the love of my life a happiest future. At 40 my plan is to completely get into spirituality, serve in an...I am 38 and single. Fell in love with my best friend from high school, we dated for 18 years. Unfortunately he was a Muslim, though from a well educated and rich family, none of our parents approved of our relationship. We waited a long time to convince them, could not. So we parted ways. While I moved away to another Country and decided to stay single, he got married 3 years ago due to family pressure. I wish the love of my life a happiest future. At 40 my plan is to completely get into spirituality, serve in an ashram and stay as a brahmachari for the rest of my life. I have had a beautiful life so far and will continue to have one! Read More

i have this feeling where it takes over me. its when im suffering and i know that its very deep and serious and then id think of what if i grow up and remember that i suffered like this when i was young, i suffered this hard when i was at a young age, i fear that feeling where im all grown up and then id think of smth like judging myself for suffering for things id find small that i find so big right now. i fear the thought of "why would i even suffer for something so small...i have this feeling where it takes over me. its when im suffering and i know that its very deep and serious and then id think of what if i grow up and remember that i suffered like this when i was young, i suffered this hard when i was at a young age, i fear that feeling where im all grown up and then id think of smth like judging myself for suffering for things id find small that i find so big right now. i fear the thought of "why would i even suffer for something so small like that" would come inside my mind. i dont wanna grow thinking crying and crumbling over small things that broke me isnt valid and isnt enough for me to suffer that. i dont wanna be the person ot judge myself for struggling as a child. or even if its like just as a thought, a sudden thought, i dont wanna think of the 15 yr old me as someone different bc imagine im all grown up like what 22 or smth like that and all i can think of her is a weak person and smth like that, neither ido i want to pity myself for having to struggle like that but id want to see me as a strong teenager, i would want to perceive me as someone who didnt only overcome "some struggles" i want to see all the efforts and struggles i had to overcome and how i didnt lose my faith when i was struggling so hard. so yeah i fear that one day id have that negative thoughts abt my younger self instead of learning why i was like this and that.Read More

im gay 😨

i feel sad again with health worries I find hard to talk about and paramedics made it sound taboo or a subject not to bring up. how do I stop the problem ? I am waiting for the heat wave to go so I can actually walk to my doctors for an appointment from the bus cuz its too hot and worry I will collapse or have a heart attack. ok bye for now , try to talk again tomarrow.

Im so tired. I spend all my time cooking and cleaning. I work hard, and its like my partner and son dont even care I feel like an over glorified maid, clean cook and shut up.

I always gets these what-if dreams of us when I least expect it, it's too good that I wished that I could stay in that dream forever. If only I had known that I've had an avoidant attachment style, I could have explained it to him instead of cutting off contact with him. We were only around 11 that time, I really wanted to have a connection with him, doesn't matter if it's friendship or relationship. He made an effort to connect with me on a deeper level and while I did too..I don't think it wasn't enough to be...I always gets these what-if dreams of us when I least expect it, it's too good that I wished that I could stay in that dream forever. If only I had known that I've had an avoidant attachment style, I could have explained it to him instead of cutting off contact with him. We were only around 11 that time, I really wanted to have a connection with him, doesn't matter if it's friendship or relationship. He made an effort to connect with me on a deeper level and while I did too..I don't think it wasn't enough to be called an effort. I felt uncomfortable yet at the same time.. I love it? I can't explain it properly. I thought I could just forget about everything once I entered highschool but to my surprise, I found out we enrolled at the same school. He always manage to effortlessly get my attention, and oh how embarrassing it was to remember how many times he caught me glancing at him and me immediately looking away and my friend says I'm way too obvious. I know that he's now gay but did that really stop my feelings for him? Because it didn't, it wasn't like I was begging for him to like me back anyway. I think back then during elementary, he was on the stage of figuring himself out. I didn't know what he felt for me during that time but I feel like there's something.. or am I just imagining things?.. You know.. everytime I look at him and his performance on dancing at school events, I feel proud and.. longing..? He's so amazing, and I wished that we didn't drift away from each other. I would have been contented with just friends despite that one small voice telling that I can treat him the way he wants to be treated.. I WILL treat him the way he wants to be treated, because he deserves it. Then, I remember the mistake I did back in elementary and laughed at myself. "I don't think I changed a bit, can I really treat him better if I'm still like the way I am like before? Someone who doesn't know how to properly love? Love him the way he wants to be loved?" Something like that would came across mind. These feelings overwhelmed me and I just ended up admiring him from a distance. By the time I was 17.. I noticed that I slowly lost my feelings for him. At first, I didn't want to accept it because it was he only thing I can feel closest to romantic love that lasted for a long time but the time graduation came.. it was almost almost gone. Then these dreams of us in another life or scenario where I was actually able to communicate in a healthy way and love properly, we were happy, be it lovers or friends. My heart would then ache at the thought of those what-ifs, before forcing myself to get over it because there's no point on going back and fix it. Now, I'm in college and a friend and I while talking manage to talk about the topic of love which for the first time in a long time after graduation I thought about what I feel for him today. I can say that I'm proud of what he had become, a great dancer with a lot of friends. Hahaha was this one of the reasons I liked him? Because he's the total opposite of me who's introvert and shy with few selected friends? Could be, also because I find myself liking guys who's in touch with their feminine side. Maybe in another universe or life, we could be together.Read More

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