Man I love that girl. Okay I'm a high school student, I'm taking science. I'm in section A okay and there in section B there's a really sweet girl whom I admire so much. She's short, small and cute, not to mention she's the captain of the class. Well I'm also short, a 5' approx, but she's even shorter, I like her, everything about her, her hair, her smile, her eyes, her voice and her personality. She's so calm and sweet, reminds me of Hinata, only if I could be like Naruto. She often comes to the library to read,...Man I love that girl. Okay I'm a high school student, I'm taking science. I'm in section A okay and there in section B there's a really sweet girl whom I admire so much. She's short, small and cute, not to mention she's the captain of the class. Well I'm also short, a 5' approx, but she's even shorter, I like her, everything about her, her hair, her smile, her eyes, her voice and her personality. She's so calm and sweet, reminds me of Hinata, only if I could be like Naruto. She often comes to the library to read, and we sometimes encounter each other there but there's no talking in between us cause I'm such a donut I feel shy to even look at her, forget eye contact. But she has never been rude to me, nor to anyone else, cause she's so sweet I would give her a queen tag. She's so cool.
Whenever I get thoughts I don't enjoy having, i.e. lustful or suicidal, I immediately internally scream WAAAARRRR inside my head and imagine cool helicopters flying and blowing shit up and armies of soldiers marching and cool big firefights with cool nu-metal and rock to distract me from the bad thoughts. It works
Not autistic, btw
I wish you could send me a message. I wish I can see you. It’s been ages since we haven’t met. I wish you remember me every time you see the small things we always talked about. I’m sorry if I don’t reach out first like I used to. But I can’t do that all the time when a conversation goes both ways. I’ll always be here if you wanted to talk.I’ll always be there for you. I know you still feel lonely sometimes but I’m sure you got the hang of it. I’m so proud of the version...I wish you could send me a message. I wish I can see you. It’s been ages since we haven’t met. I wish you remember me every time you see the small things we always talked about. I’m sorry if I don’t reach out first like I used to. But I can’t do that all the time when a conversation goes both ways. I’ll always be here if you wanted to talk.I’ll always be there for you. I know you still feel lonely sometimes but I’m sure you got the hang of it. I’m so proud of the version you’ve become.I stopped texting because I didn’t want to bother you because I knew this year meant so much to you. I only knew how much you valued me when I stopped texting you. I hate how busy you are. How you don’t give me some of your time. How I make time for you even when I’m busy. I know I’m not one of your priorities. But stupidly you are one of mine. I don’t know if we’ll get to meet each other again. But if it’s meant to be, It’ll happen. Over time, I realised that I don’t really like you. I just wanted to be you. Have your qualities. And be as successful as you. I’m not jealous though. I know each one of us has its own story. It’s just that I admired that one thing about your work and personality and wanted to have it too. I’m sorry if I flirted too much. But hey I was funny at least XD. Anyways I wish you the best. Hey I’m best. See I’m funny still haha . Anyway love you Xoxo.
I'm so sorry. I'm looking back on what we had and I absolutely shouldn't have lashed out at you through messages. I wish I could have been more understanding about how busy you were and not take it personally. I honestly also felt played by you because you went back and forth from being charming to distant. You've blocked me and I'll never get the chance to make things right and give you the acknowledgement you deserve.
Or take back those hurtful words. What happened to me? Why did I become so bitter and unable to give a man some...I'm so sorry. I'm looking back on what we had and I absolutely shouldn't have lashed out at you through messages. I wish I could have been more understanding about how busy you were and not take it personally. I honestly also felt played by you because you went back and forth from being charming to distant. You've blocked me and I'll never get the chance to make things right and give you the acknowledgement you deserve.
Or take back those hurtful words. What happened to me? Why did I become so bitter and unable to give a man some slack? I don't want to be this way. People said you manipulated me. I discovered some things you lied about to me. But I'd still like to be able to pass you on the street and be ok with you. I wish I could have just walked away from you with some grace. What was genuine?
I was so unbelieveably in love with you, R. You knew. I know you did. It was obvious. And yet you played with my heart while you were with him. You're not a good person. But, against my better judgement, I still miss you.
I'm a shit father. I look back on how much I missed with my kids because of being gone so much when I was in the Army. I hate myself so much and it will forever haunt me till the day I die.
I like Kia to heartbeat sounds because it calms me down and mainly female. It’s something I never told anyone in my life it makes me feel like I’m a freak but the sound puts me in peace
most days i wake up and don't feel like a person. i feel like a phantom, im so alone while standing in a room full of people and not a single person notices how badly I'm breaking with every second i stay there longer.
Like most people, I made my choices, and I built a life. Now that I've had to go into hiding after witnessing and reporting a crime, I don't know who I am. My name, 'backstory', job, location and just about everything else has changed. There's no going back but how do I go forward?