I feel terrible. This guy whom I shared stuff with, for years ended up blocking me everywhere a day before our scheduled meet up irl. I know I don't deserve to be treated like trash, but gosh! it feels terrible...
Why does nobody notice how much I struggle. I feel like dying on and off. Not my friends, Parents, Teachers anyone. I feel like I'm another version of me with different feelings like sad me doesn't know happy me. And when im mad at a friend I can't remember anything good about them I'm just extremely mad. Like everything's extreme. Ignore my spelling and punctuation.
I think I'm finally coming to terms with the fact that I may never date ever, and I'm 24 now never had a boyfriend, never been on a date or even kissed someone and I'm tired of hoping that one day it will happen, I go about romantizing every small encounter I have and its so draining I hate dating apps, I hate talking to people from scratch everytime and getting no where I'm just done with it all and social media just makes it worse. If no one wants me it's fine honestly I'm tired. I used...
We never dated, but he never failed to make me laugh. He still cares, I still care, but nothing good can ever come from this. We will hurt each other anyway, things get tricky, and it all falls apart. And once we try, we can never come back to this. There are no idiotic conversations, stupid jokes, and silly compliments. So I'll love you from a distance. I'll help you get the girl. I'll be there if all goes south and you need to vent.
I'm 23 years old, and I've never worked a day in my life. It's not like I'm purposely avoiding it, but it has kinda been like that. I finished my uni this year, and will start my master's in the autumn. I have this paralyzing fear that no one will give me a chance just because I'm kinda old for no work experience. I don't knowww, anxiety has moved in and I don't know anyone who can relate. :((((((
I think im a bad person even years later— no matter how much ive changed, apologised and showed through actions my regret others still try to convince me im the same person.
I feel upset seeing the person who abused me get more love, still with his other partner. They both knew that it was wrong to treat me this way. I can’t cope with the favoritism and still hold a grudge.
The guy I liked in high school gave me a Christmas gift one year. It was in a cute little bag. For several years, my family continued to use the bag for Christmas gifts. Then it seemingly disappeared. A year or so ago, I tried to find it because I figured it must be someplace at my parents’ house. I couldn’t find it, and I basically gave up. Then my dad found it about a week ago. It is still in good condition. It’s amazing! I don’t think my parents remember where the bag came from at this point.
I miss my ex boyfriend but i know he’s not good for me
My sister used my moms funeral as an extension of her wedding in hawaii. She dressed her in a hawiian blazer, the eulogy image was a picture of her at the beach wedding, and the theme song was her wedding song.ugh!!! She hated mom, didnt even ask me for any input (i was the favorite) my name wasnt even on the program, mom hated angels and her coffin was littered with angels. Also she demanded to put a cross on her and mom hated symbols like crosses. She literally beat me up in front of my moms coffin so i...
I’m still wondering how older people just seem to know things, like that you are attracted to someone, even though you didn’t do anything to suggest it around that older person, and you don’t know that older person well.
I am 25, I haven't done anything substantial in life or made any money even though i am trying. i just feel like i messed up at some point and my life completely went off track.so, instead of being something, i am nothing.
It's the same thing every day and it's gets unbearable at points. Playing games or reading helps, but not all the time. I try to push through. That's all.
A couple weeks ago I had to drive somewhere and I was really tired but I said it would be fine. It wasn't, I feel asleep on the wheel and got stuck in a fence with my dad's car. Luckily no one got hurt. Since I was alone in that situation I didn't tell anyone and lied to my dad about what happened to the car. I feel so guilty ever since, I shouldn't have driven so tired, it's like driving drunk! And the scariest part is it could've ended a lot worse. I could've killed someone because of my...
I should be happy, but I am not. I am young, healthy and have an almost guaranteed career, yet it all seems empty without someone to share it with. How long must I live just for myself? of what worth is youth and a promising future if I can't spend it building a life together with the right girl?