Anonymous Confession

I really, really wish you could understand that I care about you. I just can't find it in myself to be in a relationship. I've never loved anyone as much as I love you but I feel like I would ruin your life. I don't understand why you keep trying to hurt me when I tell you the truth. I'm young, and still looking for things in life. I'm just not ready and I'm going to have to tell you that I can't for the last time. I really hope you understand and I really hope you don't do things to harm me or tell our friends things about me. I don't understand why you just won't accept it. It breaks my heart and it breaks even further when you go out of your way to harm and humiliate me when all I wanted for you was to understand. Not to wait for me. Not to get angry. Not to force me to be with you. But to accept it. When we both become better people and learn more, I hope we find each other