Anonymous Confession

I broken the heart of the person you cared for me very much but due to my immature, emotional insensitive side i repated the same thing again when it actually ended alright and we parted way because i wanted that and I reached out and did so again cause it was getting to much for me , and i broke there heart yet again even though I lived them dearly just my situation couldn't let us be together and I feel they deserve a lot better . Yet even after almost 2 years I still think of them if only i could be more careful with my choices and actions . I miss them , but I fear they won't look and feel the same for me as the last thing they said was they felt like an experiment and regret everything , and feel like they wasted there time on me . Yet here I am still thinking even though i know i did them wrong i. Still miss them still think about them ,even dream about them , even though I just wish they could meet some far better