I failed at so many things this year. Me, the person who usually achieves everything, failed at every damn thing I set out to do. I did not have one success this year and that hurts...deeply. But I'm suppressing my pain, because I don't want to face my disgust with myself. I hope things change for the better eventually. I am so disappointed in myself.
Without falls, there are no rises. Accept this, it is a lesson in life. But never give up.
I'm right there with you my friend. I ended last year in a failure and I was hoping this year would be a different fresh start. Even the little things I've been failing at and life has been hitting me with so much bs. I just hope I find what works soon.