I am just writing this down because I cannot tell to others in real life. Sometimes, I feel like a loser. I have education. I have studied law. I had a job which most of my peers will envy of. But I hated that job. My colleagues and seniors treated me as bad as you can imagine. The positive confident guy who was full of energy and willingness to show kindness to anyone suddenly went to being a stressed paranoic person who had started stuttering and being meek.
Then on 2 May 2022, in less than 2 months from joining, I quit the job. Since then I have been studying for clearing the judicial service examinations, but had no luck till now. I feel lost. My thoughts are negative. I have no motivation. I have lost my social circle. I dread meeting people because they will ask what am I doing in my life. I feel like a loser. But today, I have forced myself to think positively. I have read several psychology websites which explained me how to think positively. I have also watched some videos of Brendon Burchard. I will work on myself to think positively. I will take action.
If you have read it fully, many thanks to you. If you are religious, please pray for me. I cannot type further as I am teary eyed now. Thank you. Live long and prosper!
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It's okay to feel like that, just remember that everything is going to be fine.