I think I'm finally coming to terms with the fact that I may never date ever, and I'm 24 now never had a boyfriend, never been on a date or even kissed someone and I'm tired of hoping that one day it will happen, I go about romantizing every small encounter I have and its so draining I hate dating apps, I hate talking to people from scratch everytime and getting no where I'm just done with it all and social media just makes it worse. If no one wants me it's fine honestly I'm tired. I used to think I am a hopeless romantic but I as get older I'm starting to think maybe I just over romantized things so much it made me believe I was, anyway it seems other people have better luck than I do at these things and I honestly wish them the best as for me I'll just live with my dogs.
It’s okay for things not to happen the way society and you have imagined for yourself. Give yourself the space to grow comfortable within yourself and your sexuality outside of love. It’s nice you are so thoughtful and romantic but most people do not share the sentiment.