Anonymous Confession

literally in depression rn (i have ocd, severe anxiety and paranoia). my parents fight over literally everything - be it something as small as not making dinner to full blown fights. they fight in the car as well and my mother (54 years old) has trauma, i tell her to divorce my dad (54 years old) but she says she needs money and she doesn't work, not like she can because the only option would be to work from home. my parents fight in the car and at one point, my father tried to crash the car. they fight in public as well and talk so loudly that i feel like disappearing on the spot because i feel humiliated that people are looking at me like that tbh. there have been worse incidents, for info, my parents have been in a bad marriage for 30+ years and i'm the only child. i wish i had an older sibling or really anyone to vent to. i want to get out of this place but i'm a minor and not 18 yet which sucks