i've been a horrible friend my whole life. downright mean girl for all of pre and middle school, told my friend who told me her mom was depressed because she had miscarriages and that she was cutting that she was lying(implied it, which is not much better), currently living a lie and have been horrible to every person in my life. i feel irredeemable and to a point, i am. i can only be better moving forward but the lie i live in today feel boulders. i can't afford to hurt another deeply wonderful person. this comes from a place of selfishness, i can't carry any more guilt. i am too terrible to confess.
how do I get rid of a guy my grandmother is keeping over ? Ive already told her I want him gone she won't listen and makes excuses
God bless you. Everyone has the scope to improve in the eyes of God.