I hate it when people who have friends say, "I have no friends.." YES YOU DO. It's always people feeling bad for teenagers who FEEL like they don't have friends until it's a teen like me who ACTUALLY doesn't have friends. Of course you're still valid if you just feel like you don't have Friends. But you'll never know what it feels like to actually not have friends. To not have anyone who would call you a friend and genuinely not even know anyone. "Just go make friends." That's is easier said than done. It's not easy to just make friends especially if you are homeschooled. Even joining other activities, it's hard to make friends because everyone already knows each other and it's easy for them to blend in with people and make new friends. When you've grown uo being around people your whole life, it's east to make friends and fit in. But when you haven't, it's not that easy. Your summer is spent never doing anything, not even being able to talk and get along with your cousins during a family function, always staying in your house and doing nothing fun all summer like most people. You feel like you should be doing more with your life because you're already in your teen years and everyone your age is going to parties and hanging out with friends, but you simply don't have anyone to hang out with other than your parents. It's not that's it's embarrassing to hang out with them, you just want someone your age who will actually understand you and understand your jokes. When you're hanging out with your parents, they'll always remind you that they're still your parent and your the child if they get angry with you or if you mess up too bad. If you are lucky enough to have friends, invite them to go somewhere instead of waiting on them to invite you and complaining about "not having any".
Stop talking and keep this to yourself honestly