I hold a lot of resentment towards my mother for letting me and my brother grow up in a hoarder house, but I can’t talk about it to anyone because if people found out about the neglect I went through it would ruin her life and I love her too much to do that to her.
It's okay. You are valid for feeling this way. You are a good child and person. You understand parent's are also human. They might make mistakes or do things we don't like. We also do things that they don't like. It's okay.