I remember when I was about 7 years ago. There was a boy/ teenager by the name of Hassan, who had a severe disability. He was kind of mute and rode around in some sort of a tricycle.
Me and my 'friends' where making fun of him and I remember one time he had enough of it and wanted to shout at us, but as he was not able to communicate with us well, which made us make fun of him even more.
This is now almost 30 years ago and I havent seen him ever since I was around 10 years old.
I often wonder about him and I feel soo bad for treating him like that. I hated myself for my behaviour for a long time (even till this day) and wish I could somehow redeem myself. He deserved soo much more. I even sometimes cry about all the things I said and did...
After puberty and in my early twenties I became a real sensitive and empathic person, so I can only imagine what he felt like every day of his live. God please forgive me
I wish God could forgive me and I deserve punishment for what I did. I absolutely hated myself for this and wish I could let it go somehow.
I hope Hassan is at peace, has a wonderful life and hope he can find it in his heart to forgive me for my behaviour. He did not deserve that and the world does not need people like me.
From the deepest part of my soul: Im so sorry Hassan.
(please forgive me?)
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