My ex has tainted my perception on everything, I don't behave any different or anything but I feel their grasp on me even after cutting contact. I just can't see things the same way and it's unnerving, he had such a strong influence on me and even though its been about 5 months post break up I still struggle to shake that feeling of him in general. I know (I hope) that with time that feeling will fade and the power he had over me won't linger and creep in at the edges of my mind but in the mean time I'm struggling.
I'm struggling and I want to share these thoughts and feelings but I only want to share them with him..
But I won't - I'll hold out.
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