I am so tired. Nothing I do will ever be good enough. I try to keep going and mantain myself functional but I just want to sleep and wither away. I can't cause I know I have people that care about me and I don't want to make them suffer because of me. But everyday I go to sleep hoping I die in my sleep or something. Idk what else to do anymore. I tried therapy, I tried improving my lifestyle, but I always end up the same. I want to be happy but and it sucks so much because sometimes, for a small glimpse I am, but then everything falls apart again. Over, and over again. I don't know how much longer I can keep going.
Hey so I don’t know you and you don’t know me. So what value does my comment have ? Well idk that’s up to you to decide.. I just want you to keep in mind that there’s always a brighter side to things. Things will get better eventually. Get out, do new things, visit childhood places that bring up nostalgia, surround yourself with things that make you happy. And if you get these sad thoughts, don’t just keep them to yourself, you don’t have to fight this on your own, it’s hard and we as humans need help and support from others. Reach out. You’re not alone in this. Keep fighting and please don’t give up, you’re strong. So so so strong, you made it this far. I love you 💕 please don’t give up on life, you don’t know what doors might still be open for you. ( idk how good my advice is as a 15yo but I just want to help whoever I can, bcs I can imagine how hard it might be to deal with that , love u 💕💕)