I've been SH'ing since I was 13. And I'm 21 now. It's this thing I come back to every time I feel bad. And now I've managed to go 12 weeks without. But holy shit, I'm itching to just... relapse. And it's not like I'm actively trying to quit. Quite the opposite really. I don't want to quit. Like at all. I don't see the point in it. I mean it's not doing any damage, except scars, so why bother. And it helps sorta(?) So... but rah- it's so annoying to have to deal with blood stains everywhere, so that's why I'm trying to not do it as much as I used to, but it's so annoying- and I'm starting to think some bloodstains might be worth it if this agitated feeling goes away. Okay that's all lol
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