I feel so tired all the time. My life is good and everyone likes me (to my knowledge) but when I wake up, I feel so upset and depressed. I feel like nothing I do will get me out of this and I wonder if it’s all worth it now. I work a shit job, failing at college and struggling mentally with my anxiety and stress. I feel like I’m hurting everyone around me by being so closed off, especially my boyfriend and parents. I’m lying to them and telling them I’m fine but in reality, I cry for ten minutes before I start my day. I don’t want to feel like this anymore.
Hope you do more to make you happy and try shifting perspectives and enjoy the view of the sky and the birds and nature and maybe journaling, etc. Just anything good that keeps you from such a precious life that is already much too short, hopefully you will be doing better in life soon
I had an aunt that passed from s****** and she was just like this. Just know you are loved and try seek help from a therapist, and I KNOW times can get hard but you can do it and try finding the courage to tell you family or boyfriend how you really feel and they will seek help. and again just know your loved and that's a fact. I know how this feels and I pray you get through this <3
Hope you do good that keeps you far away from ending your precious life. We only have this one life and will have to spend the majority of our time on earth being dead even when it is a natural death and there are people who would live with so much pain if you left them.